Hmm.. not good. Today is not good. Had a very bad nightmare again. dreamt that i got flushed down a deep, rapid river. my teachers (strange. how come i dreamed of them?) and maeve tried grabbing me but wasn't in time.

nahhh... dun like this feeling. woke up feeling very frightened. till now stil remember that fear that grips me. a feeling of dread and darkness. and trying to stay afloat in the bottomless, dark water, and yr frenz here aren't no swimmer.

muscles aching... ouch! can't even walk properly. need to massage it later.