One year five months down the road.

I am still wandering on the street.

God, where will i go from now? where will i end up in? Who will i meet next?

one day i talked to my big brother about success. something that we all see mostly in terms of monetary returns, till i realised in his case, can be also the number of times your name appears in google.

i did a search for his, and to my amuse, it apparently appeared a dozen times in forums and interviews and loads of other sites.

okie. i have alot to catch up. and juz as you thought your family is a nobody.

i am happy to be alive. i am thankful for all the goodness in my life. i am grateful to be alive. i see goodness in my life, and give thanks to all of them. i am surrounded by love. i feel love, joy and abundance. i am magnifiance in human form. i am the perfection of all life in existence. i am grateful to be... ME. thank you. and, me.

it ends. and starts again. then end. and starts...

i am hungry.







so hungry.

It was so deep i swear it bleeds.

i can feel it. it melts on my tongue but not on my lips.